The Giver & The Receiver

It was back then in junior high when i watched Hayley Williams's home tour video given by friend Tsabita, when i first heard about The Giver. In the video, She and her friend, Hannah made this artsy $6 wall art from a cardboard paper and wrote the last two sentences from the last chapter of book;

"Behind him, across the vast distance of space and time, from the place he had left, he thought he heard music too. 

But perhaps it was only an echo."

There is something so fascinating yet daunting about it that it left me wondering at night and i was determined to read The Giver because life would seem incomplete if i didn't and pretty much everyone on the internet is still blabbing about it up until this day and i am also very excited that the movie is gonna be out soon at some time this year!

Anyways, i have acquired a lot of wisdom in the moments where i've spent reading it. The Giver tells a story about a young boy, named Jonas, who lived in a uniform society. Once they reach the age of 12, every each and one of them will be assigned in specialise areas that the leaders of their society will place them in an area that fits best for them in order for society to be stable and there are certain rules that they firmly believe, some of them are; they avoid vanity (because it triggers jealousy), disobedient is not accepted (even from an early age, everyone was taught to have good manners),  and none of them feel emotion. All in all, the rules were made to avoid rebellions. It took a long time to recover from the war that happened a long time ago and the leaders believe to keep the society in a uniform act to prevent it from happening again.

Jonas was excited and terrified at the same time as the days of the year had almost come to an end. Soon he will be 12, and soon he will have a title in the society and he will be an adult. But Jonas was unlike the other children. Strange things started to happen to him just before he turned 12. He started to see things change it's motion in a blink of an eye and no one seems to comprehend him when he shares his feelings. He even felt this tingling sensation in him whenever he encounters his dear friend, Fiona, and he cannot foretell what will happen if it keeps happening to him every time he sees her. There were so many questions in his mind and none seems to be the right person that can help Jonas.

At the choosing ceremony, Jonas has been assigned to be the next Giver and it was a huge honour to hold that title; as of because the society only chooses a person from their kind to be the next Giver is a very rare moment. For his training Jonas will be trained by the current Giver and he will be his Receiver. The Giver told at the beginning of the journey that, it will be bittersweet. Jonas will be the only one in the society that can hold precious memories of the past, memories that happened long ago before the war and he cannot tell it to anyone. The reason why the Giver is someone that is dearly needed is because the Giver is the only one that still contains all of those memories. And for Jonas, he was set to be the next great person. 

Jonas's training began with the Giver giving him happy memories of the past such as, the first snowdrop at winter time, the art of togetherness, the celebration of holidays, the beauty in welcoming newborns and many more. The Giver even showed Jonas 'colour', as the world that they lived in is very plain in black and white, Jonas first saw the colour red, which was why the colour of the apple that Jonas saw earlier shifted from grey to red. But every time the Giver passes the memories to Jonas, he will no longer hold those in his head, it is now all owned by Jonas. 

Great opportunities comes with great responsibilities, and that was something Jonas was not prepared for. As the days got older, the Giver began transferring more dark memories to Jonas, which he did not like it because it was painful for Jonas to see and he felt numb afterwards whenever the Giver showed him the meaning of death, betrayal, suffering, and so on. Which made Jonas question, why do we have to go through suffering? The Giver smiled and told him,

Wisdom is gained through pain.

Okayyyyy now i'm gonna stop telling you guys the summary of The Giver and actually giving you guys the main point of this blog post! If you guys wanna know what happens next, again, i strongly suggest on reading The Giver for yourselves! i promise, you will not regret.

I think one of my biggest misconceptions about life is when we have a desire to reach at a certain point, we will feel happiness from there and so on, and when we do get to that point, we expect all of our high expectations to come true about how our lives will change and how everything will be different with the reason of we have suffered before and the future will be presented as a dream coming to life.

But no, that is not life. From reading this book, i have learned more and more about the procure of wisdom. I often wonder why the process of learning often involves internal pain and how it leaves a mark. In the book, Jonas was a much more wiser child from the start compared to the other children, and he became more and more aware of his stance in the society. It is all because Jonas had tasted the beauty that pain brings. Of how it seems such a compelling bitter truth that the world has been kept it in hiding when we as humans refuse to go through the bad days even though it will later on lead us to the best days of our youth.

Aside from that, there is a part of the movie where the Giver was in suffering from a great pain because he had been holding the bitter memories for far too long and he cannot share the pain to anyone as being the Giver meant he cannot pass it to someone else, even to his bloodlines. But since Jonas was ought to be the next Giver and since Jonas insisted to lend the bitterness to him, the Giver finally showed him his darkest past memories and how it burdens him until this day. Once it is shared, the Giver felt much more airy and less painful.

I have learned that when we are keeping something to ourselves. We feel like we're being tied to a death rope as we are holding on to too much bitterness within. It is better if we share our thoughts to someone we trust or even writing it down on a piece of paper to transfer the negativity.

I am very thankful for having so many good friends that listens to my stories and comforts me to make me feel better. For a moment, it is as if i am like the Giver sending those thoughts to my Receivers in a form of words that they can translate it into imaginative sceneries of their own. 

Long story short, the moral of this post is to not hold on to bitter memories of the past. Let them go, share those thoughts to people you trust most. They are able to help and mend your sadness. As of for now, i think i am still on the journey of finding wisdom in life. Even if pain is included. I will be prepared, and after all, I have my Receivers to be a place for me to let my guards down.

xoxo,
Gia

February Favourites

Hey guuuuys! please forgive me for posting this in the middle of march because i originally planned on posting this at the beginning of the month.....and i'm also planning to do a monthly favourites for every new month where i will showcase the products and things that i've been loving for that particular month and also doing a short review about each things i've mentioned but i'm still not sure yet, so let us see what time will unravel! 

✿ Cash Book & Calculator ✿ 

So this is a ritual that i'm trying to implement on my everyday life, which is writing down all of my expenses into my cash book. I find this as a really great way to track where does your money go and it actually made me more cautious in the things that i purchase, there are even days where i go, "I cannot believe i just spent that amount of money for food and other necessities!" and it inspired me to not waste money, and i also carry that and a adorable calculator (which is from Smiggle, if you guys were wondering) that i put on my backpack. 

✿ Body Mist ✿ 

I've always been a huge fan of perfumes and body mists because they make you smell nice and i'm obsessed with the shape of the bottles, it's like holding a potion from a fantasy movie. For this month, i find myself frequently using Victoria's Secret's Bombshell body mist that was given by my mother, and it has a very strong but fresh smell and it also comes with a scented body lotion when i got it. I usually spray maybe 10 times around the clothing that i'm wearing and then i'm good to go!

✿ The Giver  ✿ 

It has taken me a lot of time in search of this book and the moment i found it, a burst of excitement filled my soul and i felt content, i first had heard of this book from a lot of book recommendation sites and i felt like it's something i must do, or in this case; must read, before i die.

The Giver tells a story of a young boy named, Jonas. He is being chosen as to be the next Giver for the uniform society that he lives in. Through his journey, Jonas tasted a lot of feelings, emotions, situations and even colours that he had never experienced before. But it is not all rainbow and sunshine, the Giver also shared Jonas the meaning of suffering and the gain of wisdom through pain. Despite for the ambiguity of the ending of the book, i like the way how the writer leaves us to interpret on ourselves about it.

I really like this book because it really opened my eyes about the way i think and i strongly suggest for everyone to read this book. Even though it has take me about two months to finish it, every chapter invites the readers in a thrilling ride and you have to read it for yourself to experience the magic, and i'm also very excited because the movie is set tobe released some time this year and Brenton Thwaites is such a cutie! Even though in the movie Jonas is being pushed forward into a 16 years old, i'm curious on how the movie will translate it from the book.

PS i'm also gonna post a blog about The Giver so stay tuuuuuune for that :D

 ✿ Maybeline's The Rocket Mascara ✿ 

When i first purchased this, i was not satisfied on how it look because it mad my eyelashes clumpy. But after a while, i decided to give it another try and i ended up loving it now! i really do like the shape of the bottle because it resembles a rocket (stating the obvious XD) and how the bristles are because they make the eyelashes much more fuller and volumizing.

✿ Hair Scrunchies ✿

I don't know if it's just me or i think that my hair has a mind of it's own, lol! I mean, it's very moody. There are days where i think it looked like it had just exploded and there are other days where it's falling down in the way that i want. But either ways, i always keep a number of hair scrunchies in my bag to tame my tangled hair and i'm currently obsessed with the one's with bunny ears and the usual telephone wire scrunchies.

✿ Hello Kitty Face Paper ✿

So first, can we just take a moment of silence to admire how cute the packaging is?! If i look back in time, i've been carrying face papers in my bag ever since junior high because i have a extremely oily skin and i just wanna swipe off the excess dirt on my face due to excessive oils. I bought this Hello Kitty face paper a long time ago back when i spent my new years eve back in 2013 at Bangkok at a local drug store and the reason why it took me such a long time to finally use it is because the packaging is way too cute and i do not want to ruin it! lol.


✿ Hello Kitty Face Paper ✿

I've always been a huge fan of green teas, whether it is in a form of a cleansing tea or matcha. But i usually drink this without any sugar so it acts as a cleanser and i usually drink this at night time after a long day that is filled with me stuffing carbs, carbs, and more carbs into my mouth. Even though it's a bit tasteless, i feel much more airy once i finish drinking it and it's also healthy too!


✿ Maybeline's Baby Lips ✿ 


First, i would like to apologise for the bad resolution photo as it is not quite focused and the lighting is horrible! Keep in mind that i use natural sunlight so i'm presuming that it skies were cloudy at that time. But anyways, i find myself crawling back to Maybeline's Baby Lips because it is one of the best chap sticks ever! It moisturise your lips and it also smells really good.

✿ Aussie's Hair Insurance ✿


I'm always on the hunt for a hair product every now and then and for this month, I've been frequently using the Aussie's Hair Insurance to prevent breakage. I use this after i wash my hair and what i usually do is i brush my hair with a comb to separate their in an unevenly section and to avoid hair loss. I then gently apply it towards to the ends of my hair and for whatever that is left in my palms i'll just apply it to the area near my roots. As a result i have a much more softer and protected hair because i do use hair straighteners quite a lot and this product keeps my hair all healthy and shiny.


✿ Green Tumblr ✿

Last but certainly not least is, my green tumblr! i've been going to the gym lately and i'm too lazy to bring a water bottle that i have to take off the lid whenever i want to drink it so i bought this tumblr! It's super cute and i find myself more frequently using this than a cup to drink water because it's so much more fun and it looks super adorable.

So okayyyy guys that was the things that i've been loving for the month of February! Leave a comment below and tell me what are your favourite products for this month and again, i'm thinking of doing a monthly favourites for every month but we'll see how it goes.

xoxo,
Gia