Rejoice

Have you ever had one of those days where all you wanna do all day is just lay in bed and ignore the things you most do? unfortunately, i was having those days when i had to sit in class and stay there for the next hours ahead.

It's not them, it's not me, it's the energy that rotates in a circular motion throughout our universe that sends us off to our breaking points, main thing is, people were just pissing me off that day and all i wanna do was hit their faces with a frying pan and watch them trembling in despair MUHAHAHA well i can't really do that 'cause sooner or later i'll pretty much forgive them and forget whatever happened before.

At around close to midnight, i was watching an episode of 2 Broke Girls and some youtube videos, and suddenly a lot of romantic genre movie trailers suddenly popped in front of my youtube home page, without hesitation, i pretty much watched a ton of it and i'm more of the adventurous-movie type junkie but tonight, i was craving for something that touched my emotional side. After watching a ton of those, i find myself laughing my butt off, tears of joy and i feel rejoiced :) it feels like a daily dose of motivation came out of the screen and i was recharging myself to be back on track

Point is, whenever you're having a bad day, don't just sit around and do nothing! the world if filled with hidden secrets and tombs of happiness if only we give in to ourselves and live in that state of moment,there is always a chance to turn that gloomy day into a wonderful day :)

xoxo,

Gia

The Fault in Me and the Stars

Just a night ago, i managed to catch a glimpse of the trailer for The Fault in Our Stars before Fox blocked it on youtube. The moment Shailene Woodley's voice blasted from the speaker, i had a feeling this would be one of the movies that i'll anticipate most for this year.

It was good to see fresh new faces that'll appear on the big screen for a change and it excites me even more for the fact that Shailene will play as Tris, and Ansel Elgort (as Augustus Waters in tfios) will play alongside as Caleb, Tris's brother. 

I was quite overwhelmed and nothing has prepared me for this moment, most scenes from the trailer stayed true to the book and even blown my mind away as it turned out better that i'd expected it, for now.

It's quite weird really, when i read the book, i almost feel emotionless, i did not cried as much as i watched the trailer the other night, i was trembling with tears and i listened right away to One Republic's What You wanted; as it was the closing song for the trailer and it was the perfect cherry on top of the cake as i connected the lyrics to the story, if i'm not mistaken, Gus had mentioned in his letter that humans can indeed choose their pain, and he hoped that Hazel did not regret choosing him as a burden and a source of light to her dark skies at the same time, which made me even more emotional as the lyrics of the song haunting my mind until 2.30 in the morning.

I wonder to myself, maybe there was a point of the novel that i missed, or maybe it was my over-excitement that for once, i'm actually reading a fictional story that wasn't the usual cookie cutter type, and for me, that was quite a huge step of adolescence.

It also brings a couple of flashbacks of how i badly used to want to be an actress and having that other people's reaction on the other side of the screen, giving them emotions to hold on to for that couple of minutes in the trailer and letting them into a fictional world as soon as they stepped inside those cinema doors and leave everything behind for that golden hour.

But that is yet another mystery that my future holds for me, for the time being i'm gonna focus on what i have and start with what lies in front of me, which luckily i fell madly in love with blogging as it is somewhat a therapy for my brain to rest as i pour those thoughts into this blog.

xoxo,

Gia